This blog will basically be my life in general. Just highlights, important events, basic living, thoughts, and living for God. I will post anything that I find appropriate and interesting, which should be interesting and diverse, considering my three greatest hobbies are gaming, writing, and appreciating music. I will try not to make it boring, so I won't go into excruciating detail, unless it is called for, of course. Pretty much, i am just doing this so that i will have a way to clear my thoughts and put them out there, since I consider myself at least somewhat creative. I AM A CHRISTIAN. If anything i say offends you...well, Jesus still loves you.
Today is probably one of the best days of my life. Not because I was in a blissful mood all day long, and not because everything went the way that i wanted it to. Today was good because it was real. I spent all day with the woman that I love more than I have loved anyone in a long, long, long time. I won’t go into detail, but I will say that we have had a rough history, and there are many things that I did that I regret. I have beat myself to an emotional pulp over the past year because of what i did to her, and that has caused me to become complacent with my life. While we ate at Applebee’s, we talked… a lot. It wasn’t the lovey-dovey stuff that one would expect in a young person’s life. It was (as I have previously said) real. I finally know what is going on in her head, at least as much as I will be able to understand at the moment. :) But I now know that she is willing to stick it out with me, as long as I am willing stick it out with her. I thank God every day for her, and I also thank Him for the awesome patience that I have been blessed with, because without it, I would be doing the same thing that I did in the past with her…and that is something that I promise (to her and everyone who hears it) I will NEVER do again. I am in this for the long haul, because God has given me a glimpse of what will come of it, and that prize, that end result, is something I will fight to the ends of the world for.